yea...finally updated my blog after so long...
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had rather a bad time in jc overall i guess....mostly due to studies...
guess it's my own fault for not making the effort to try though...
afterall it isnt my own wish to go to a jc but i hadnt got any choice anyways.
could still remember the 1st day where i step into innova jc on 26th dec with lx,jx, and jon =)
ww was late on that day so we ps'ed him hahas. i was rather excited be able to go to the same place as my best friends and i even got into the same class as jon.

the first 3 days of school was orientation where my OG which was called gaia or "gay ah!" by other ogls. it was rather fun and i enjoyed it tremondously thinking jc was rather fun afterall. hahaha
the first food that our kranji group ordered together in the school canteen was western and we even asked the auntie to add rice xD!
but the western stall in this school doesnt have rice at all though... guessed i could really remember little things really well if i make the effort to... too bad i didnt do so in my studies in jc =(

had alot of fun times in the first 3 months in ijc which was rather great and precious memories for me who had no childhood and had been "locked up" till sec4... i tried to treasure every moment that i could have with my friends. was meeting up with my kss friends at the civics mac every morning to have breakfast and go to school together for the pae period. ww withdrew in the early pae and the kss 2E gang are left with only 4 of us.

anyways, i had alot of fun times with 0723a during the pae period where we had many outings to pool,bowling etc. even baked cookies for some events which i've forgotten...shd be fund raising to cover the i@fun chicken wing cost? and yea...frying of chicken wings the whole night too after the result of O' was released... i was abit disappointed with my result though i've kind of expected it.
only got 4 distinctions with l1r5 of 14... i really hoped that i could be one of the top students in kss but ya...it was all ruined cuz of myself again and i was guilty about that accident that happened jus 1 day b4 the O' english started... so in the end, i didnt get the chance to revise much during the actual O' exam as i've got to keep travelling to and fro from some place...

anyways, backed to ijc, i was seriously feeling freaking empty on the first day of school in the 2nd term in ijc. almost all my kss friends left me and nobody else came to replace them... jon went to jj and i was rather sad for lx who worked rather hard and even did better than me overall except for just that 1 subject. anyways, only jx and another guy called yj was left with me in ijc after 1st term. jx left eventually to poly after a while and i was all alone in ijc...
that period of emptyness of having to walk to school alone and such makes me feel very sad.
luckily there was nick ang to accopany me to school every morning =) we were rather good friends in the first 3 months at that time. was rather regretting my choice of staying in ijc shortly then...

new ppl came in to 0723a and i really didnt bother to try to get to know the class at all at that time except for those that i've already known. had this emptyness in me for at least a month before i kinda settle in with a heck care attitude already.... i heck care about lessons, supplementeries, cca, and several other things at that period.

was mixing with yi and nick ang at that time and we were like going out for lan sessions and "poning" many stuffs such as pw meetings, ccas etc. it was only in that period that i started picking up dota which i guess kinda screwed me up and changed me.

oh well...seriously i dun know what had happened between me and nick ang that makes him suddenly give me the "cold" attitude. nor do i remember when it started... but seriously if i did anything wrong, i'm sorry k! i'm the kind of person who are rather direct sometimes and say/do things randomly without thinking at all de. think i also have the sort of "show-off" attitude ba.
i also like the kind of person that likes to "ka-chiao" ppl randomly which really kind of irritates ppl or makes them pissed off ba...

life just has got to go on in jc and nth much happened ba. was rather pissed off with some the guys sometimes but didnt really show much as i doesnt really have to right to be pissed off with them as i often make ppl pissed off with me =(

zx inspired me in my cca and i became so enthu that i went to every training there is during the holidays and after school re-opens. training ends rather late during the 2nd year and i kept progrestinate my work, giving myself excuses that i'll start to work hard right after i step down from my cca. guess that i'm a failure ba... didnt really study much for most of my exams and did rather badly for almost all of them with some tyco'ness in those that i did above my standard...

and yes...dota.... didnt know why am i so obsessed with it at all man! i could even skipped pw meetings jus to go out for lan... and even dota everyday throughout the A'level exam
i seriously feel like a jerk back then and i'm really sorry pw mates!

A level sucks and seriously, i'm like 99.99% sure that i'll do badly for A levels and would have to go back to jc for 1 more year... but i guess i wouldnt take that route unless i'm really desperate ba...

after A level i was like having much of the undeserved fun which i didnt work hard for at all...
soccer with the kss guys was seriously fun esp the last session where ard 15 out of the 20 odd 2E guys turned up! imagine that man! even though some of us are not in the same class for 4years, we are still so united! outings with the tt guys was fun too, though i couldnt turn up for the cycling due to some stupid fever+sunburn and tiredness from the last badminton cum wet and dry swimming session the previous day.

supposely went out for movie at cine with yr,hy,reagen and gab yesterday... but in the end we ate bk at cine and cabbed to boat quay for mind cafe =0
ended up there without knowing where the mind cafe is hahaha. luckily hy relative was nearby and to us to the place where we could play board games xD
but it was called settlers instead of mind cafe. who cares anyways as long as we have fun =)
hy left after playing several games and we carried on till 7.45 and went off. initially i wanted to go to pub for a drink, but reagen doesnt want to spent too much $ and yea i respected him for that.
so in the end, after hanging around for some time and reciving some free caps and t-shirt from some anti-drunk-driving promoter, the 4 of us cabbed back to cine for pool where we play a few games(i won all xD blehx) and went to koufu for dinner b4 proceeding back home at 10+

lolx...the mrt ride was rather fun with reagen and yingru xD felt rather quiet after they left at sembawang and i have to travel all the way back to yew tee and reached home at 11+

anyways i slept rather late and kept dreaming about this 1 person...rather a nice dream, though i cant really remember what is it about now.

FREAKING ALARM CLOCK THAT DOESNT RINGS!!! set it at 7am this morning but it didnt ring at all...luckily my dad was like making alot of banging in my room ... in the end, woked up at 7.30 and rushed to bath but my dad was 1 step ahead of me -.- had to use the kitchen toilet in the end and it was like the 1st time bathing there since the bedroom toilet was being renovated...
anyways, managed to make it in time to meet reagen and winnie at sembawang mrt. eh. nono. as usual, reagen was late again, so i was early =) travel to yck and met up with gab there and took bus to somewhere near bishan park where we played soccer with reagen friends. we arrived there seeing wth...the goal post was so freaking big man! like very easy to score goals. but then when reagen friend's friends arrived, the goal post seemed pretty small out of a sudden... the whole group of them were like giants man! in both length and width. there were like so many people there that we had 6 teams of 5s waiting for next team -.- had much fun there and was a good experience as compare to playing with those in ijc o.0 particularly liked the last winning goal that i scored xP half court volley that went past like 3-4 ppl in front!

went to amk hub and reagen had his lunch there while me and gab watched him ate. doesnt look delicious though... we went to gym at bishan after that and WOOTS! that was my 1st time in gym! workout in gym was freaking straineous for me ba. luckily got the expert gab there sia! must thanks him for teaching me how to workout properly. anyways, reached home at ard 4 all aching with both my knees injured...think tmr shd be cannot walk le ba...

did something that i regretted doing afterwards... spent 7hrs doing some stuff and in the end i came into realisation how clumsy, dumb, irritating and idiotic i am... i'm seriously such a fool in the past, thinking the world of myself. anyways, putting all these aside, i've made up my mind to try to be more considerate and more mature in the future. i dont want to be a fool that keep giving myself excuses to cover up anymore....

anyways,i wanted to enjoy the rest of the time i have before going into ns in the early january, so ask me out often ppl! =)