i felt i'm really getting from good to bad to worst these few days... jus cant really do things right... i was actually feeling very very down from wed morning all the way till today chi lesson. tried to skip pe on wed but was caught by teacher... end up kenna punished by doing lots of push-ups and hold there for like over 5mins after it... worst still, ct called up my dad to tell him abt that =.= luckily my dad wasnt really angry abt it cuz it's jus only pe lol... before that period i really really was feeling so super tired and sick of this world...totally dont wan to do anything at all... thinking back, i realised that there was inspiring people in my life in the past that actually motivated me to do my work and 1 of them is u, jon hahas! yesterday was really so super down that i actually went home at around 1, skipping chi lecture and pe(again)! had a nap when i reached home and decided that i really must do some work as i was feeling rather guilty... so i did phy tut 5, math assignment 7, chi hw and file up my chem file... took me until 11+ to finish all that... during chi tut today, we had another scolding again... all the guys did not do their hw(except me)... hais... i was thinking at that time--is that normal? y am i feeling so upset that i did not do my work when alot pple also nv do theirs too?? hmm... maybe i was just too over emo over my work as i usually did all my work and not completing them makes me feel very guilty...


anyways another wierd thing happened as i was going home today... things always happens around me...hais.. as i got on the mrt and seat down, there was an old man seating opposite me... at first didnt really noticed him... when the mrt started moving, that old guy started acting super strange, making violent hand signals every few seconds to someone on my far right... perhaps he was senile? after a while, he was searching for something in his bag!!! i suddenly got the creepy feeling that he might jus take out a gun from his bag and start shooting... luckily, he didnt... he took out a oversized silver watch and wore it, making some wierd hand signals as he was doing so... the mrt stopped at marsiling and he got out there. as soon as he got out, he started wailing and screaming and making hand signals... the train started moving and he was like chasing my cart and still wailing so loudly that i could hear his voice from inside =.=
oh well...
den there was another wierd old guy that i saw on the way to sch the other day... he was smoking and walking...den suddenly he crashed into a dustbin and tumble onto the floor... he started kicking the bin and shouting at it after that and ran to another bin and started kicking it down...
will we get wierd as we grow older?? hope not...